||[Jan. 14th, 2008|12:26 pm]
it's the first time i had so much body contact with another person
when our arms brushes through each other, and the warmth...
check out our smiles after the end of the whole thing.
thanks for the awesome experience yo.
the feeling is so satisfying.
can't wait for the next time...
having omelette noodle and sushi, ebi roe(s), within an hour is just heaven.
||[Jan. 5th, 2008|02:17 am]
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty. but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
||[Jan. 4th, 2008|02:23 am]
ever since the second that we hang up on the phone, |
i'm already starting to miss your voice.
and that was when i realised how much i depend on you.
perhaps the word, independent, is just a shield i use to cover my own weakness.
i don't know why am i suddenly emo-ing in my blog.
or rather even when the whole world collapse also bochap de eileen has changed.
i used to live in my own world.
nobody really know what i am thinking inside.
laughing at people's joke may just be another lie.
i won't force a fake laugh at someone else's joke anymore.
that's is so hypocritical.
life is hypocritical.
get an example?
chinese new year.
"HELLO! HAPPY NEW YEAR HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D"
sometimes i just wish to stay at home during that period of time,
though it means less angbao for me.
look at that line again.
i must repeat that line for umpteen times.
i mean i don't mind wishing people who are closer to me happy new year,
but to those whom i only see them like once a year,
it's a fake smile.
i don't even know why i'm typing this post.
venting my anger on blog out of nowhere.
and i haven't even train my own maple char yet.
well done eileen.
i have to wake up early tomorrow to vaccuum and mop the whole house.
sometimes, i'm just so glad that i only live in a three room flat.
and the menu for tomorrow will be...
prepare for balding session, eileen!
wishes for year 2008:
1. to last with Ren, as long as we can.
2. to get into TP.
3. to change my whole wardrobe.
4. to get a bag.
(apology to ngmin for borrowing your bag for such a long period of time.)
i'll return you after i save up enough.
5. to be able to survive in poly, if i manage to get into one.
i really don't wanna get lost in school compound.
that's so embarrassing.
go to bed, children.
go back to maple, eileen.
ren is the love!
||[Dec. 17th, 2007|04:15 pm]
eileen has such poor anger management...
eileen has such a lousy personality...
eileen has just hurt you again.
i hate eileen...
||[Dec. 9th, 2007|07:07 pm]
mother told me to wear skirt down to da dinner.
WEAR SKIRT TO COMMUNITY CENTRE.
expose for all da uncle and aunties to see meh.
watch my head expand.
||[Dec. 9th, 2007|04:30 pm]
-thinking of how to start post-
mom flared at me for rejecting to go to the community centre dinner later.
i don't know why she want me to go there so much.
she even said that ah gong will love to see me there.
hello, that's a lie.
ah gong don't even bother to talk to me when i'm at his house luh.
a whole pack of lies.
she threatened that her surname will not be chua if she don't change da internet pw.
(but she's married. so, she's mrs ong?)
i don't know.
at da most, i'll cat fight with her.
sis lent me her ds lite.
i was obsessed with cooking mama.
i played da mario kart too,
but da game is so treacherous.
other npcs can attack me eh.
(to ren: QUACK! LOL. -太乖了-)
i felt like buying a ds lite too.
i'm going for da community centre dinner later.
i'm gonna be like an odd one out there.
-look around self: ALL AUNTIES AND UNCLES!-
||[Dec. 4th, 2007|09:30 am]
i only slept for around 4 hours and 43 minutes.
then i can't get back to sleep anymore.
my eyes was still wide awake just now at 9am.
i can't go back to sleep now.
if i go back to bed, i think i may just oversleep and wakes at 12 noon or something.
that means i will be late.
i really wanna sleep...
-hugs pillow in front of com and type with eyes close-
||[Nov. 29th, 2007|05:17 pm]
LOOK AT MY AUDITION CHAR TURNED GAY.
my waist just hurt alright.
i think it's just my spine problem again.
pillow doesn't help.
rubbing doesn't help too.
|please don't die on me.
||[Nov. 27th, 2007|09:32 pm]
hoorays for eileen's phone! |
it just kept dying on me;
i can't count da number of times it died on me today.
and now da screen just turned rainbow.
i think very soon i will have to bid goodbye to it.
-pray that it survive well tomorrow.
i still wanna sms while going out eh.
-do cpr on my phone-
||[Nov. 27th, 2007|12:55 pm]
today will be a lonely day. |
ren wont be around,
everyone is working.
Piwe can't talk to me;
and even Piwe can talk,
i also don't want.
outing with gabby = higher probablity of taking pictures
I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEONE TO BRING ME TO BEACH ROAD.